More dreams...

As most know (or don't?), I'm getting married in 108 days. I had always heard of brides having wedding dreams about things going wrong, etc etc, but I never experienced it and thought I got lucky. ... Until two nights ago. The night before last I had this major freak-ass dream about forgetting my dress - in another state. I literally woke up for this shit clutching my sheets and sweating. NOT only did I forget my dress, but the freakin' processional started without me being ready! How could they do that to me! When I didn't show up Mr G thought I left him at the alter. Yes - he thought his partner of 4 and a half years and mother-to-be of his child flat left him at some random church on Long Island. Poor Mr G. When the dress finally arrived, I made everyone and their mother re-do the processional. All ended happy happy, but wtf?! I forgot my dress! By the way, this is a legit fear, as I currently live in a different state from the one I am to be wed in.

Last nights dream was a little different. I was in a big black pick up truck and as I got out I feel into a HUGE lake and got covered in mud. What does THAT mean? As per some random dream symbol thing I got off google:

Lake

To see a lake in your dream, signifies your emotional state of mind. You feel restricted or that you are unable to express your emotions freely. Alternatively, the lake may provide you with solace, security, and peace of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolize your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil.

So, wait - emotional turmoil? I just figured that I subconsciously feel "in-over-my-head" with a wedding in 108 days and a baby due in 176! Yeah - that sounds right.

Now between these dreams, getting up every REM cycle to pee and being turmoiled (<- I rock making up my own words) emotionally, I assume that sleep is officially a thing of the past. Such a shame, I enjoyed sleep.